it's been weeeks that i've posted my last blog ;) well, due to my trips to china for 12 days, it was super HUMID outta there, wif 40 degrees mr.C, who could ever stand with that kind of weather ?
err, well, maybe some of us, especially ME , a person like myself, nvr ever like summer =_=
ask all my frenz : Does Vivi like hot weather ? is she a winter-type of person ? oh yeah the answer to my quest is ... I'm "allergic" to hot weather . *winks winks*

anw, i'm gonna review about china other time.
so now, i'm a lil bit busy wif my univ's preps. hmm. such a traffic schedule, and I'm gonna be a college student AT LAST !!!! wohoooo ~

but, I dont MIND if people MOCK at me about my happiness of going to college !! hell, screw 'em up. I know I've been mocked for other things, and so what ?!?!?! they dont know what I've GONE THROUGH, my SACRIFICES, and they couldnt judge me like that ! okey, mocks me more, and get tired of that .. screw ! I bet how long would it take to distract me up ..

I've changed recently, and I admit. but this is what I called going through MATURITY. i could be fun and crazy, but I could be the other way round, serious and wise. even, someone has said, that I'm more matured nowadays, from the way I behave, talk, and thoughts. thanks to you friend ;)

I'm now the I-don't-care that type of girl, besides, I'm 18, and I could choose what's good for me . and I think this is my New me and I'm pretty comfortable with this. I keep distance to some people, well, not mentioning names here, just for those who REALIZE ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA ..
I'm evil, I'm crucial, and I'm just normaL. I'm more sensitive now and I also think before I speak. think moreeeee than anyonecould ever imagine ..

People change, they really really change, but what's the catch for me ? nothing| friends change, sooo ?? hahaha .. I used to be a lil busybody last time, but now, if I asked, who's it ? and noone tells me, I dont mind, I really super dont mind. I will just give a smile, and shut the F*** Up ! if you wanna tell me, fine, I'll listen, and give better words and advices. but if it's your privacy, I'd rather not knowing any further, no catch for me man, hellow ?!?!?

it's like my life has changed, and new world is coming, new friends, new environment, and I dont wanna repeat the past. Like now, I could trust noone, well except for my family and 4 other people. others, I dont know and I dont wanna know .. a big pop-up of different lifestyle also and hoping that my new college friends are nice and fun.

wahh wahh, if I continue writing, hmmmm, I dont know how long it will take to explain from the starts, and i also donw wanna offend people, it's not goooood ;)

by the way, I'm gonna take a pic wif my pyjamas in front of XXI Cinema, it's for my orientation day and TA would be a great place to shame on me =D

gonna post the pict when I'm done ;)